Sometimes life could be unfair. The most obvious could be, she is born pretty, yet i am born not. That could be the most unfair thing in life as we place so much in sexiness and physical appearances. Pretty girls got it all, so they say.
Marie Callas tells me in her forecast that sometimes life may not be fair, but it is the intense courage to emerge from pain, sorrow and other inequalities that can help you grow as a person. Somehow it will really toughen you up and makes you feel more experienced and mature in life outlook.
Laugh it off.
Live and learn to laugh it off. Try and think about it this way, you survived it. It's a story worth telling as time gets by, and surely, as depressing as it sounds, it is actually funny when you think back about it.
As life is just a cycle of mixed emotions, you can be sure that it will wear off, just like a stock market, today you're in a deep pool of troubles and woes, yet a couple of days later, you're feeling delighted over some good news.
Appreciate nature.
Marie Callas says the beauty of nature truly can do wonders in my outlook in life.
Yes I agree.
No matter how bad the situation might be, the vivid colors of flowers and the beauty of the environment you're around with, can make you feel more composed and calm. You will then be able to come out with a suitable solution to get you out of the pit and more hopeful about the outcome of the day.
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Meaning of life
Are you feeling down and unmotivated in this bright, opportunities-ladden world? Feel lost amidst this global uncertainty? Glad to say you are not the only one. Many are experiencing the same as you.
Marie Callas in her reading for me tells me that what I have to do now is rediscover my direction for life in the next 3months..I think i have identified it, during my meditation last night. Now i feel clearer, and this excites you. It sounds like i'm no longer uncertain at the moment.
So my comment is that we got to remember the meaning we are set out for. Everything may just come together and bind together in pieces. The job now is to find out what is meaningful to you or each one of us, and to define goals around us and then to pursue them.
In short, you just need a plan and some introspection. Marie Callas has helped me, and she speeds up the process enormously.
Marie Callas in her reading for me tells me that what I have to do now is rediscover my direction for life in the next 3months..I think i have identified it, during my meditation last night. Now i feel clearer, and this excites you. It sounds like i'm no longer uncertain at the moment.
So my comment is that we got to remember the meaning we are set out for. Everything may just come together and bind together in pieces. The job now is to find out what is meaningful to you or each one of us, and to define goals around us and then to pursue them.
In short, you just need a plan and some introspection. Marie Callas has helped me, and she speeds up the process enormously.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
About Life Succecss
Life Success is obviously important.
People are too busy rushing around looking for 'the answers' to life success from others that they never even stop long enough to look up at the wall.
Others look up and see the wall but decide against climbing it, perhaps out of being 'politically correct', or 'respectful' to the designers of the trap, or perhaps because of the short burst of intense effort necessary to scale the wall of life success, or perhaps because they don't want to get their clothes in a mess.
So they look back down, sigh, resign to the quiet desperation of 'looking for the exit', and start running again, faster, and faster, thinking that speed or struggle will help them succeed.
They bump into others, asking the others for the answer, but never stopping to consider within themselves for long enough, never taking the time or giving them self the self-trust or space to put the puzzle of success together.
Life Success… where is it? What is it? Where does it come from?
Constriction, exhaustion, almost a strangulation, diminishing their energy - they begin to walk, they recover their breath, feel more at ease and control in this moment, strolling along, sometimes even with a smile, watching the others running around who are looking for the exit out of this trap.
Some accept that there is no escape, no exit, and they become cynical and negative of the people who are still running, they say 'slow down or you might fall and get hurt, there is no rush, we all end up the same way anyway, nothing is important except enjoying the moment, why be concerned, why try, just stick to what you know".
Some then resign so much that they sit down on the comfortable bench. They somehow fool themselves into thinking they are on top of things, but their gaze is hazy, only straight ahead, they have lost their way not just outside in the maze, but inside in their mind and spirit as well.
Ice-cream vendors are at hand, manned by bright smiles, covering sinister clown masks, that morph into creatures of evil at certain angles of light, but you can never be quiet sure, until..
You arrive into this opening with the bench and you suddenly stop, aware of a strange new feeling that washes over you making you at once aware of Two Worlds. It was a flash of color and a distant sound that caught your attention, look out for it. As you catch your breath back somehow things are different, in you, you are different. You sit down besides this other person, and you can feel the person begin to frown as you turn to the person very slowly and frown in the same way too, as they also turn in the same way to you.
You catch eye to eye and a rippling shiver begins an uncontrollable journey up your spine from the base of your back towards your head and washes over your slightly contorted face muscles.
In the next moment, that other person is no longer of consideration and you understand the pattern of the maze. You look upwards, skywards, and your mind is thinking differently now.
You see the wall that you would have used to run along, but now you look above it. You stand. You draw in a deep breath. You feel a renewed vigor, passion, and self-assurance.
You are going to figure out how to get over that wall, that hurdle, and you are going to begin now.
Life Success.
"I can".
People are too busy rushing around looking for 'the answers' to life success from others that they never even stop long enough to look up at the wall.
Others look up and see the wall but decide against climbing it, perhaps out of being 'politically correct', or 'respectful' to the designers of the trap, or perhaps because of the short burst of intense effort necessary to scale the wall of life success, or perhaps because they don't want to get their clothes in a mess.
So they look back down, sigh, resign to the quiet desperation of 'looking for the exit', and start running again, faster, and faster, thinking that speed or struggle will help them succeed.
They bump into others, asking the others for the answer, but never stopping to consider within themselves for long enough, never taking the time or giving them self the self-trust or space to put the puzzle of success together.
Life Success… where is it? What is it? Where does it come from?
Constriction, exhaustion, almost a strangulation, diminishing their energy - they begin to walk, they recover their breath, feel more at ease and control in this moment, strolling along, sometimes even with a smile, watching the others running around who are looking for the exit out of this trap.
Some accept that there is no escape, no exit, and they become cynical and negative of the people who are still running, they say 'slow down or you might fall and get hurt, there is no rush, we all end up the same way anyway, nothing is important except enjoying the moment, why be concerned, why try, just stick to what you know".
Some then resign so much that they sit down on the comfortable bench. They somehow fool themselves into thinking they are on top of things, but their gaze is hazy, only straight ahead, they have lost their way not just outside in the maze, but inside in their mind and spirit as well.
Ice-cream vendors are at hand, manned by bright smiles, covering sinister clown masks, that morph into creatures of evil at certain angles of light, but you can never be quiet sure, until..
You arrive into this opening with the bench and you suddenly stop, aware of a strange new feeling that washes over you making you at once aware of Two Worlds. It was a flash of color and a distant sound that caught your attention, look out for it. As you catch your breath back somehow things are different, in you, you are different. You sit down besides this other person, and you can feel the person begin to frown as you turn to the person very slowly and frown in the same way too, as they also turn in the same way to you.
You catch eye to eye and a rippling shiver begins an uncontrollable journey up your spine from the base of your back towards your head and washes over your slightly contorted face muscles.
In the next moment, that other person is no longer of consideration and you understand the pattern of the maze. You look upwards, skywards, and your mind is thinking differently now.
You see the wall that you would have used to run along, but now you look above it. You stand. You draw in a deep breath. You feel a renewed vigor, passion, and self-assurance.
You are going to figure out how to get over that wall, that hurdle, and you are going to begin now.
Life Success.
"I can".
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Random Sharing
A friend asked me about my family. She'd taken me to meet her family, and asked curiously why I hadn't introduced them to her as we have known each other for sometime and we live not very far apart too.
I tried to brush it off, but she persisted, so I told her I did not want to talk about it. She understood as obviously I had that reluctance shown in my face. I gave her a big smile and assured her I would love to tell her more about my family when I sort out something first.
I tried to brush it off, but she persisted, so I told her I did not want to talk about it. She understood as obviously I had that reluctance shown in my face. I gave her a big smile and assured her I would love to tell her more about my family when I sort out something first.
I don’t know if I am getting sick but yesterday I had one of those pressure headaches. It felt like some gigantic hand grabbed a hold of my brain and squeezed it like sponge. I tried everything to get rid of it. A nap, tylenol, voffee, carbs, a balanced meal even loads of water. I read some where that you could be dehydrated and that is why you might have a headache. Of course this headache could be caused by stress as well. I wish I had a drain tube and then I could relieve the pressure.
I did wake up with out a head ache this morning but I feel drained as hell. Maybe I a getting sick it is that time of year for me to get sick. Oh well what are you going to do?
Have a wonderful happy day today.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Life's full of lessons
Life's full of lessons.
We all learn our lessons at different times depending on what fate throws our way. To me the most important lesson is to remember to be happy with the life you have. We are only given one life after all. So cherish it!
Dun get me wrong, it's gd to have dreams and goals, but when you spend all your time wishing your life away, someday you wake up and realize that life really has passed you by.
Marie Callas teaches that we should not waste so much time and energy worrying about how others think of you - self esteem; another is to always give your best in everything you do. It could be the happiest moment in life when you have done that- no matter the outcome. Remember no one is immune to life's lessons and they always happen for a reason which may set you thinking for years to come.
Another one which is highly valid is that we need to treat other people in the way what you want others to treat you...this is a very simple yet how many people manage to do that? It is common to see someone quickly putting the blame on others when it is quite apparent that you are the one in the wrong.
Marie Callas says that when you freely give kindness or help others, suddenly your life is full of surprising and wonderful things that you never imagined possible.
This is life wisdom..
We all learn our lessons at different times depending on what fate throws our way. To me the most important lesson is to remember to be happy with the life you have. We are only given one life after all. So cherish it!
Dun get me wrong, it's gd to have dreams and goals, but when you spend all your time wishing your life away, someday you wake up and realize that life really has passed you by.
Marie Callas teaches that we should not waste so much time and energy worrying about how others think of you - self esteem; another is to always give your best in everything you do. It could be the happiest moment in life when you have done that- no matter the outcome. Remember no one is immune to life's lessons and they always happen for a reason which may set you thinking for years to come.
Another one which is highly valid is that we need to treat other people in the way what you want others to treat you...this is a very simple yet how many people manage to do that? It is common to see someone quickly putting the blame on others when it is quite apparent that you are the one in the wrong.
Marie Callas says that when you freely give kindness or help others, suddenly your life is full of surprising and wonderful things that you never imagined possible.
This is life wisdom..
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Turmoil around..
The political turmoil here really unsettles me. I worry life will never be the same if this persists on. Already, this event is turning out to be so dramatic but I do not want it to continue further. For the sake of the country, would all politicians, whether pro or opp, please work together for the sake of this place?
Marie Callas says now we are already in the astrological period of pluto in capricorn, which is a notoriously famous window of major changes based on the past cycles. That's is why I realise a lot of big changes are coming up. Our govt could be changed and world financial giants could collapsed which is never heard of. One can't but shudder at the big changes that are affecting the economy, whether local or international. My family are worried that their AIA policies won't pay if AIG is not waking up. But apparently the US Fed is rescuing them as I write this. So it may provide some respite at this moment to calm commoner's minds.
I myself also have a couple of AIA insurances. I read that in Spore there is a long queue to terminate policies! Isn't that a bit rashed? I am not sure but I am just following my intuition. I did have this kick to cancel too when news first broke out but my intuition told me to hhold on first...so i just obey it.
Hope for the best!
Marie Callas says now we are already in the astrological period of pluto in capricorn, which is a notoriously famous window of major changes based on the past cycles. That's is why I realise a lot of big changes are coming up. Our govt could be changed and world financial giants could collapsed which is never heard of. One can't but shudder at the big changes that are affecting the economy, whether local or international. My family are worried that their AIA policies won't pay if AIG is not waking up. But apparently the US Fed is rescuing them as I write this. So it may provide some respite at this moment to calm commoner's minds.
I myself also have a couple of AIA insurances. I read that in Spore there is a long queue to terminate policies! Isn't that a bit rashed? I am not sure but I am just following my intuition. I did have this kick to cancel too when news first broke out but my intuition told me to hhold on first...so i just obey it.
Hope for the best!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Purpose in life
There are growing number of disillusioned people buying into the belief that it is not possible to earn money doing what your are passionate in. You need passion to fire you up. This is more than just working for money, it is about fulfillment of your work.
Somehow i used to make this mistake that making money will lead to fulfillment, but apparently that is not the case. Yes it will make you high but that inner needs in you will not be satisfied. But it didn't work out that way. The more I followed this path, the less satisfied I was. And a lot of times, the person will only realise this after some major events in his or her life!
For example, I attended a seminar recently and the speaker said he was standing here not to make money, but its because he loves talking to people in a big group, and this is something that gives him highs in his life. He was very blessed that he found what he really likes in life and make a living out of it!
What i learn from him is that when I am doing something I am passionate about, I will feel like i am here in this world FOR A PURPOSE!
When you're clear about your purpose and living it, the universe will give you what you want. It begins with clarifying your life purpose, designing your action plan to fulfill on it, getting into action, and watching as the results unfold.
Remember, find your passion in life; do not let it overshadowed by money making!
Somehow i used to make this mistake that making money will lead to fulfillment, but apparently that is not the case. Yes it will make you high but that inner needs in you will not be satisfied. But it didn't work out that way. The more I followed this path, the less satisfied I was. And a lot of times, the person will only realise this after some major events in his or her life!
For example, I attended a seminar recently and the speaker said he was standing here not to make money, but its because he loves talking to people in a big group, and this is something that gives him highs in his life. He was very blessed that he found what he really likes in life and make a living out of it!
What i learn from him is that when I am doing something I am passionate about, I will feel like i am here in this world FOR A PURPOSE!
When you're clear about your purpose and living it, the universe will give you what you want. It begins with clarifying your life purpose, designing your action plan to fulfill on it, getting into action, and watching as the results unfold.
Remember, find your passion in life; do not let it overshadowed by money making!
Friday, August 22, 2008
Helping and smiling make us better
Studies do show evidences that smiling may improve our mood, and at the same time, make people around you happier too..
If you can, do some humanitarian works that put sunshine into other people's lives like donating food, clothes and utilities to old folks or orphans. Even like buying that homeless person a burger. Yes, it sound stupid in mentality here. I guess no one will do this kind of thing here, me included. So i m quite hypocritical to suggest that here. Forgive me.
Other tasks that put in smiles into other people include, holding the door for the old folks or kids. Or let other passengers get out of the transit before you go in. ITs really bad situation here my god. Or smile to colleagues, and wish them well.
Most of us have large compound here in this country. So why not get a big mat and lay on the grass patch to relax while looking at the stars above? It's such a relaxing way to unwind.
I like kids, so I make an effort to visit orphans so that I can play with them and let loose with them. Teach them how to be better person and teach them english.
It is no coincidence that the world becomes more beautiful for me as i make it more beautiful for others.
If you can, do some humanitarian works that put sunshine into other people's lives like donating food, clothes and utilities to old folks or orphans. Even like buying that homeless person a burger. Yes, it sound stupid in mentality here. I guess no one will do this kind of thing here, me included. So i m quite hypocritical to suggest that here. Forgive me.
Other tasks that put in smiles into other people include, holding the door for the old folks or kids. Or let other passengers get out of the transit before you go in. ITs really bad situation here my god. Or smile to colleagues, and wish them well.
Most of us have large compound here in this country. So why not get a big mat and lay on the grass patch to relax while looking at the stars above? It's such a relaxing way to unwind.
I like kids, so I make an effort to visit orphans so that I can play with them and let loose with them. Teach them how to be better person and teach them english.
It is no coincidence that the world becomes more beautiful for me as i make it more beautiful for others.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Move on with courage
Marie Callas says it is normal that on the route of life, failures come to us more than successes. I swear at people who are born with golden spoon and behave impishly like a brat but I have utmost admiration for people who fought their way from paupers to kings.
It is probably certain that we only learn and grow if we have failures in life, so do not fear it. You will remember these sad episodes for life! Look back with fondness and wonder at your resilience in the face of hardship too.
I fully agree the say of life is a long (or short) journey that has to be appreciated like fine wine. failures and successes come and go. Just accept them and move forward. Stop at the present for too long will only make a person complacent and contented. So accept what it is now and strive on.
Marie Callas asks me to forget and forgive as much as i can. Through this process, new sparks and energy will come into my life. Like a snake which has just renewed the skin.
Move on in the face of challenges courageously.
It is probably certain that we only learn and grow if we have failures in life, so do not fear it. You will remember these sad episodes for life! Look back with fondness and wonder at your resilience in the face of hardship too.
I fully agree the say of life is a long (or short) journey that has to be appreciated like fine wine. failures and successes come and go. Just accept them and move forward. Stop at the present for too long will only make a person complacent and contented. So accept what it is now and strive on.
Marie Callas asks me to forget and forgive as much as i can. Through this process, new sparks and energy will come into my life. Like a snake which has just renewed the skin.
Move on in the face of challenges courageously.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Happy life
Another week passses by and we are at the mid year point again. Today is a Monday too, a day many people hope will never come, so that weekend will always never end. That's why the traffic on monday mornings are always gloomy with lots of honkings and squeezing I seem to feel. And seemingly exacerbated by the recent petrol hike?
So on a monday morning, while I drive to work, I thought to myself, Happiness, Love, Luck...... what am I looking for the most? All the three I suppose!
My psychic, Marie Callas, advises, to sleep well the previous night and get up early in the morning to feel the morning moments of the earth by stepping on wet grass and doing some deep breathing.
I'm not sure if I have the luxury to do that here in this country as we are living in a compact surrounding, not helped by the warm weather all year round. Still I do as much as I can to do some morning breathing exercise.
In this way, I realise the tiny space I have in this world, as if just a speck of minuscule dust.
I don't care much about what's going on around. I just want to be happy and a good life. Don't think that's too much to ask for.
So on a monday morning, while I drive to work, I thought to myself, Happiness, Love, Luck...... what am I looking for the most? All the three I suppose!
My psychic, Marie Callas, advises, to sleep well the previous night and get up early in the morning to feel the morning moments of the earth by stepping on wet grass and doing some deep breathing.
I'm not sure if I have the luxury to do that here in this country as we are living in a compact surrounding, not helped by the warm weather all year round. Still I do as much as I can to do some morning breathing exercise.
In this way, I realise the tiny space I have in this world, as if just a speck of minuscule dust.
I don't care much about what's going on around. I just want to be happy and a good life. Don't think that's too much to ask for.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Remember to lighten up your life
Many of us in this country, sadly to say, really have nothing much to cheer recently. A lot of my friends are lamenting how tough life will be with the enormous hike in pump prices by the govt. Food prices are going up as a result and that's the most direct impact in our lives. A plate of wanton mee now cost RM4 to RM4.50 in many places. Small business owners and commoners are always the ones to be impacted directly by all these policies which are implemented without much analysis and studies.
I am not going to write about politics. In fact I hate it as I think it is very hypocritical and many of top power men, either here or other countries, have over promised and under delivered.
That is why I recommend those who are feeling the pinch to joke and laugh more! It's the best medicine. Spare some time a day to lighten up and forget those unhappiness in life. And stop feeding on the more negative side of life..I know it's not easy as most people around are like that...just do your best to focus on the better sides of life.
Jokes are made up to give us the needed break from the monotonous of our daily work.
If there is nobody around, then you should laugh out loud! I always do that at home and my mom will ask me what happens! I do feel better after that and nothing beats the light feeling in my chest as I feel that everything is going to be all right again.
I am not going to write about politics. In fact I hate it as I think it is very hypocritical and many of top power men, either here or other countries, have over promised and under delivered.
That is why I recommend those who are feeling the pinch to joke and laugh more! It's the best medicine. Spare some time a day to lighten up and forget those unhappiness in life. And stop feeding on the more negative side of life..I know it's not easy as most people around are like that...just do your best to focus on the better sides of life.
Jokes are made up to give us the needed break from the monotonous of our daily work.
If there is nobody around, then you should laugh out loud! I always do that at home and my mom will ask me what happens! I do feel better after that and nothing beats the light feeling in my chest as I feel that everything is going to be all right again.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Take control and charge
In life we get depressed and dejected. That's pretty normal because we humans experience the full spectrum of emotions that's why we are Higher Intelligence! Imagine boyfriend or girlfriend tells you it is all over, you feel you want to cry and die. That is very strong emotion detachment.
I did experience that a few years ago and I can tell you it is really something unpleasant that makes you want to hide in your room and cry for days! So if you are experience such thing now, the key is not to focus on the negatives, but focus on the positives. I'm sure you can figure that out. There are always 2 sides of a coin. One good one bad.
When it seems that life is coming at you in every direction, stop and declare firmly that you are walking in perfect peace. Take back your joy, reclaim your victory, and let the enemy know that you have been broken but you are strong enough to know that you are not defeated. Take control of that very thing. You may have been broken but you are not weak!
I did experience that a few years ago and I can tell you it is really something unpleasant that makes you want to hide in your room and cry for days! So if you are experience such thing now, the key is not to focus on the negatives, but focus on the positives. I'm sure you can figure that out. There are always 2 sides of a coin. One good one bad.
When it seems that life is coming at you in every direction, stop and declare firmly that you are walking in perfect peace. Take back your joy, reclaim your victory, and let the enemy know that you have been broken but you are strong enough to know that you are not defeated. Take control of that very thing. You may have been broken but you are not weak!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Prosperity in Life
Marie Callas latest letter on the 5 types of help has reached me. I leave it on my table for many days and didn't open it until last night. Recently I was quite clear-minded and I feel I have received enough blessings from Marie Callas. And I feel great spiritually really. Practising some of Marie's instructions has been enjoying and invigorating.
I've been receiving a lot of prosperity in my life too.. Luck has been quite good, because I win money whenever I play mahjong games with my friends or relatives. I say thanks for everything.
I've been receiving a lot of prosperity in my life too.. Luck has been quite good, because I win money whenever I play mahjong games with my friends or relatives. I say thanks for everything.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Little Worlds
My life goes on amidst this ever changing world. Everyone gets older day by day but somehow I notice people are wrapped around in their own little world unconscious of what's going on their their evolving environment. Me included!
Well, this is just how I feel at this moment, the feeling derived after talking to some colleagues and friends.
Just take an example. I have a friend's husband who's so addicted into those latest XBox or PC games that he can don't get out of their house for many days! Sleeping patterns are altered dramatically, he gets impatient easily and they are always quarrelling. A split looks inevitable. My friend has almost given up on him. Take another example, I have a colleague who likes tweaking his car so much that he will spend crazily to hype up his car. Well, there's always a limit to every physical body so I hope for his safety.
Personally I feel we should stop our pace and what we are doing someday and express our gratitude to the higher spiritual beings out there for providing us with great food, clothes and friends. There are always those unfortunate people in our midst and we should not forget about them as the society progresses.
It's good that we get out from our little world occasionally to see what the whole land is all about.
PS: by the way, Marie Callas Kollath recipe is great! I feel I can think and analyse better too!
Well, this is just how I feel at this moment, the feeling derived after talking to some colleagues and friends.
Just take an example. I have a friend's husband who's so addicted into those latest XBox or PC games that he can don't get out of their house for many days! Sleeping patterns are altered dramatically, he gets impatient easily and they are always quarrelling. A split looks inevitable. My friend has almost given up on him. Take another example, I have a colleague who likes tweaking his car so much that he will spend crazily to hype up his car. Well, there's always a limit to every physical body so I hope for his safety.
Personally I feel we should stop our pace and what we are doing someday and express our gratitude to the higher spiritual beings out there for providing us with great food, clothes and friends. There are always those unfortunate people in our midst and we should not forget about them as the society progresses.
It's good that we get out from our little world occasionally to see what the whole land is all about.
PS: by the way, Marie Callas Kollath recipe is great! I feel I can think and analyse better too!
Friday, June 1, 2007
More exciting life
As days go by, I feel that my life is getting more routine then ever. Used to enjoy going out with friends and colleagues, but, one by one, they are getting married or being parents, thus spending more times with their families.
Wake up in the morning, dive to work, work for 8 to 9 hours, dinner, back home, watch some TV programs, blog, practise Marie Callas exercises, then sleep. I always tell myself to be very optimistic no matter how bad is the situation, but actually tomorrow is just another same day which followed the routine, nothing fresh, nothing makes me feel passionate about... sometimes I'll feel sad or low, but humans are good in masking ourselves.
Don't think I'm crazy as i just want a more exciting life and I still have this wild feel in my heart plus the passion to enjoy my life. Seriously, I have missed out too many opportunities for better life when I was younger. So now, all I want to do is to breath the fresh air...
Wake up in the morning, dive to work, work for 8 to 9 hours, dinner, back home, watch some TV programs, blog, practise Marie Callas exercises, then sleep. I always tell myself to be very optimistic no matter how bad is the situation, but actually tomorrow is just another same day which followed the routine, nothing fresh, nothing makes me feel passionate about... sometimes I'll feel sad or low, but humans are good in masking ourselves.
Don't think I'm crazy as i just want a more exciting life and I still have this wild feel in my heart plus the passion to enjoy my life. Seriously, I have missed out too many opportunities for better life when I was younger. So now, all I want to do is to breath the fresh air...
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