i am indecisive peson, sometimes

Everyday in life we got to make decisions. We worry if we have decided on the right course. As we grow up, we make life defining moments, like each chapter in a book. Like what faculty to go in U, what first and major job you take up, which person you say yes to in your life, or simply, how much of your life savings to put in to that trade.

I hope you have always felt you have made the right decision. Making a decision and regret about it could be one of the worse things in life. Everybody has lived the experience of making a wrong decision which may come back to haunt you later part in life.

20 years ago Mom said I was the type of person who acted spontaneously and often without thinking of consequences. 20 years later, I still think she is right and i am that kind of person. I do better when I don’t have to think too long before deciding to do something.

One example is that last week, I decided that for the weekend I was going to drive to Kuantan to visit a friend there. He has a house near the seaside! Its a long trip I must say, and after agreeing, somehow inside me told me not to go. I changed a few times. As time wore on, it was already afternoon, and told i gave him a reason that i need to keep an eye on my mom. As I write this, I still haven’t decided when! Procastinating, isn't it? But i know when the "mood" is there, i will go.

Its funny when you think about it, we’re constantly faced with decisions on a daily basis - those small decisions, like how much petrol to top up this time, should i buy this dress, should i stop and say hi to that friend walking down the street, or should i watch the show on tv, and etc...it's life! That's when we know we are alive!

As said, i am not a indecisively rash person. One wrong move and i'd be dead. Marie Callas has even correctly told me that in her horoscope reading of mine. She wanted me to seek the guidance of my guardian angel whenever i am in a junction...i felt blessed to have that angel with me.



that’s the way I see it.