On the 365th day of 2007

Today being the last day of 2007 and I was really feeling nostalgic over the previous 364 days which had passed by. I'm glad to say most of the time I was feeling cheerful and that was a good thing. I'm a naturally jovial person even when the chips are down I still can manage to perk myself up. Of course the most happy event of the year was the fact that I got to know someone who I like and I hope we can understand each other more next few months. Hence I'd like to express my gratitude to the Heaven for being so kind to me all this while.

Seasons Greetings!

A Prayer for You

Here is a prayer Marie Callas has developed for you. Pray as follows and you'll lead a more positive, constructive and convicted life.

"I accept myself and I love myself as I am.

I forgive myself for having entertained negative thoughts about myself or anyone else, and I am determined to refrain from doing so again.

I radiate love and good will towards all beings in the world.

I affirm that the Love, Light, Harmony, Truth, Beauty, Abundance and Security of God are flowing through me freely and joyously, and I know that I am blessed and enriched beyond my wildest dream."

I'd suggest to repeat this prayer a couple of times for morning and before you sleep. By doing so, Marie Callas said you will be strengthening your subconscious with the harmony of the universal cosmic force that will bring wonders to your life.

As Christmas is a seasongs of giving, I hope this simple prayer will bring your life more peace and joy now and in the future.

Nearly been teleported

Last night I had a vivid dream. Seldom have I felt something that strong in my dream. It was certainly a wonderful experience if it were to be really true. I woke up in the middle of the night and I wrote it down on a piece of paper immediately.

I dreamed I was in a room and the wall there appeared a big circle with beautiful colors of the rainbow all around outside. It took me aback so I sat on the chair wondering where did this beautiful reflection come from – the only light I could see was from the key hole in my back door. Strange because the reflection was larger than the key hole I kept staring at the light.

Then suddenly this circle of lights opened up and revealed a gush of flowing waters. Then I realised I could put my hand inside there and there was some sort of force pulling me in. I was frightened and quickly pulled back my hand before I was sucked into that. Strangely an old school friend appeared besides the circle and told me that was a visual teleport machine he invented and I could go anywhere I like. Just visualise a place in your mind and step in and you'd be teleported there!

Next I know, I was awake..what does this mean? I know I had been watching Hero recently..hehe..could be due to that?

Manifesting....

Christmas is around the corner once again, and its time when we want to shop but find that money is tight and we wish for everlasting wealth for us. Isn't it sounds familiar to you?

No one is pleased with their own financial health, maybe you are those super rich, but who knows, maybe they are not happy with it too as there are always someone above them. Everyone desires to manifest more money and wealth right? From what i know from Marie Callas, manifesting more money is easy as all of us are supposed to be equal in wealth as we are all made of same materials.

A change of thought is extremely important if you want a breakthrough. Miracles can only happen if you have the right ingredients. I hate to disappoint you but you don't need money to get what you want from life. Right attitude is more important.

Following your Self

Sitting at the comfort of my room and my coolly accessing the virtual world through internet, it makes me wow in amazement the intricacies of this inter-connected world. There's a state of equilibrium here. One technology complementing another and so on, the end result is, a smaller world, but a faster world!

As you can see, all sorts of new products are crowding the market to complement or enhance your experience in dealing with online activities. This means, people are turning to it and we people are becoming more and more disconnected from our own selves. We used to have quiet time in those old days with the surrounding (which we are unaware of) and this makes us more intuitional and sensitive to our spiritual needs.

That's why i follow psychic Marie Callas spiritual guides closely as I want to follow my own self.

But now, the inborn connection with intuition and spiritual guidance is no longer easily found in our daily lives, and this can cause feelings of overwhelm, meaninglessness, and an inner sense of disharmony and emptiness.

Good rest

Yesterday was Deepavali and I wish all the Hindi Malaysians and those around the world the best in your health and have lots of prosperity.

Today is back to the hectic activity of work for me after a very good rest yesterday at home. Can't believe I could sleep that long! I must be damn tired! But it was really a good rest I felt really recharged after that. My appetite became better and felt I look better too lol..

Marie Callas picture

Photo of clairvoyant Marie Callas (taken from her website). There is one website at http://www.mariecallas.net which has a brief history of her background and a chance for you to receive on free talisman from her if you haven't known about it. The talisman works and in my opinion, it's better to have more such blessings from every possible spirituality practice. Who knows one day it will really give you some surprise luck and prosperity.

Lately I have been receiving some letters from Marie Callas but I was very busy with my work as it is approaching the critical implementation stage hence there is a lot of OTs to do as I'm a key person there is that project. Hence I have no really read what's in those letters.

I'll update this blog as much as I can because I dun like to see it being "vacant" without any activities.

Balance harmony

Face it, you and i all desire to pursue for more successes, enjoy more harmony and lead a balance life. We all crack our heads to think of how to achieve those things in life.

While we are into all these, think carefully, have you neglected the place called home?

I want my home to be more than a place of relief. It must give out positive vibrations to make me feel energetic. By practising what Marie Callas teaches us, every corner of your home can release beneficial vibrations. These positive vibrations can fulfill your desire of enjoying more success and harmony.

Imagine you come home after a long tired day. When you open the door, immediately you feel a sense of positive energy coming to you from that little fountain at the door step, and the vibrant colour at the corner of the room that makes you feel uplifted...

Love the I Ching readings

Recently I just ordered the service about I Ching from Marie Callas. I Ching readings have always fascinated me since it was a complex yet profound system from the ancient China. To me it's something more precise than the western tarot readings because there are more possible variations.

Life has improved alot for me recently but I still lack something all women need which is a stable relationship. Things are changing all the time and I'm not sure what I should base my trust on. Financially I'm okay as I am not the sort who needs lots of money to satisfy my cravings.

In this order, Marie Callas has a very special guidance for me on how to best attract the luck so that my love life and health can improve. This is exactly what I asked her when I sent in my request. Marie Callas said watch out for the few auspicious dates in the next few weeks which may be life-changing for me. I'm eagerly awaiting for the coming days. Would it be those one of those couple of guys or someone new?

8 Blocks to Wealth

There is a lack of wealth consciousness in many societies so much so that we suffer because of the misguided advices. That's why it is not surprising that most people grow up with negative attitudes to financial abundance.

Marie Callas says there are generally 8 blocks to your road to wealth.

#1: I don't deserve to be rich.

Every person here has a deserving access to the abundance of the Universe. It is your reward.

#2: I must work hard for the money.

Abundance comes when you are aligned to it. Money can come anytime when you are 100% ready.

#3: Rich people are bad guys who bully poor guys.

Change this concept to I can be a wealthy and generous person.

#4: I can't be wealthy working on what I love.

Abundance is around. Choose to pursue the activities you love, and be in alignment with wealth at the same time.

#5: There's no such thing as a free lunch.

The more you align with a vibration of wealth, the more easily everything will flow to you.

#6: I'm too old and unqualified.

There is nothing to do with your age. It all depends on your wealth flow alignment.

#7: I don't believe in law of attraction.

Just like you are trust the air you breath every second is life-giving, the laws of the universe are at work every second of your life.

#8: Rich people have to entertain many distrusting people around.

You are what you are. What you are attracts what sort of people, no matter rich or poor.

There you are, some of the knowledge I have learn from Marie Callas. Hope you find them useful and meditate on them when you are free.

Change to a happy state

When you meet an old friend out there in the streets, but somehow you just can’t remember his/her name?

I bet you did.

Then do you ever have a time where you can’t really read, because you just can’t, this is what most of us called mood. However, we called it state. If you want a fast change, change your state. If you say that you are lazy. You are in a lazy state. If you are happy, you are at a happy state. If you are stupid, you are at a stupid state.

No laws in the world state that you are stupid forever, or you can be happy forever. It is a state. A state , in a more simple understanding, means that the current situation your mind at.

So guys, state can be changed easily, so do life. Desire for it. Hungry for it, and it shall be given to you.

Just another ranting post ..

Meditation skills

Marie Callas book on the Great Secrets has taught me how to meditate and i have taken to its instruction for as much as I can. Meditation I think is a skill as I'm a beginner. I do feel there is a greater sense of peace after each session. My sleeps have been much better and I no longer wake up in the morning feeling "stuck" in the head.

Guess have to be in the right frame of psychic mind, but I have to learn to control my own thinking as my senses can go on overloaded sometimes and I need to shut them off. Meditation I thought has allowed me to control them.

What works fairly well is that I imagine I'm in a place, at a big green grass patch near a beach overlooking a glowing sunset with the serene splashes of the wave brushing the seashore. There is cool sea breeze coming to me in quick gentle succession. What a beautiful scenery, isn't it.

Remember...meditation is the homebound journey towards your self.

Luck

Friends around me always lament to me about their "bad luck". I just wonder why are there so much "bad luck" around but hardly any good luck. Maybe people remembers "bad" more than "good".

I think I had a fair share of bad luck all my life, like, missing out on the winning lottery number by a whisker, raining out there when I don't have umbrella, car being scratched and so on... Marie Callas said there is a block between you and luck, that's why there is a bad luck. To change it, there are two ways. One is to take steps to do those things that lead to more good luck. The other is to stop doing the things that cause bad luck. Logical right?

I'd like to point out bad luck is often caused by your own actions. You receive what you have done. Maybe you have been blaming people around when things go wrong, or giving excuses, who and who is at fault, all except yourself. Blaming others or making excuses puts things outside of your control and so things tend to "happen" to you even more, often in the way of bad luck. Stop giving excuses and increase area of influence in the project you do will give you more chances of receiving good luck!

I remember vividly gurus often say we have to learn from your mistakes, for that's the best lessons of a person's life. Identify what go wrong for you and learn from it, or even earn from other's mistakes and you can avoid making many of your own.

I should end by saying, luck is the result of what you have from your sphere of influence. The more positive contacts you have the more luck you will receive.

Declare your intention to the Universe

This is powerful stuff at work!

"Do not ask the universe for what you want. Declare it. Don’t ask. This is very similar to prayer, but you are not praying FOR what you want. You are praying WHAT you want."

All the "hopefully" and "maybe" and "can't" nonsense must be cleared from your consciousness. You cannot allow yourself the luxury of a negative thought, and that is an intention to manifest what you don't want. This takes practice of course, but it is the essential art of learning to use your consciousness to create what you want. When you are congruent in your thoughts, your goal will manifest with ease. But when you are incongruent in your thoughts, you will manifest conflict and obstacles. As within, so without.

From Steve Pavlina.

Need for more speed

Internet has been very slow recently. Is the information super highway getting its worst traffic jam ever, or is my ISP short-changing me?

It really comes to a crawl sometimes, throwing me back to the good old days of 56K modem. Accessing and editing posts at Blogger is especially slow. I hate having to wait for pages to be updating KB by KB, that's why I prefer to watch DVDs rather than staring at the slow loading pages.

For now, back to Marie Callas meditation again...

Giving attention to...

I'd like to ask a simple question. What do you give most of your attention to in your life?

By questioning, we can know ourselves better sometimes. The answer is to is, what you pay attention to most is the thing/person you have most love for. If you give utmost attention to a person, that means you love that person, simple as that. If you only care a lot about your car, you are more of a lover to your car than the people around you.

So put aside your strong egoistic mind and share you love with the people around you. It will make this world a better place. I understand it is not easy and most of us her are self-driven and selfish. We only care when it has tangible benefits to us. Isn't that pitiful?

When you give attention to someone, you are channeling strong love energy to them, and the energies from both parties will connect, which is subtle but the person can still pick it up.

Giving attention is equally rewarding when you give it to whatever you are doing. The egoic mind draws you into its unreal world of thought. Giving your attention, instead, to whatever is going on in the moment is an act of loving life rather than rejecting it by escaping into the mental world of the ego.

It’s the only place where it is possible to experience real love, acceptance, contentment, peace, and joy. And all you have to do is put your attention on what is happening now instead of on the mind.

At a wedding party

Recently I attended a colleague's wedding party. I did not know the people there except my ex colleague (I'm glad he still remembers me). While driving on the way there, I was still wondering whether I should make a U turn or not. There were so many wonderful people there and I really had a great time. This is the first time I felt so at ease amongst the strangers. I have even found a couple of guys who share their msn addresses with me. Well, could it be I have improved on my interpersonal skills?

Socially, I'm always okay but I still lack many of the traits that make up a great human being with charisma. I understand that trait could be something that comes natural so I'm not that apathetic on that.

I do judge other people, but don’t get me wrong; I’m still hardest on myself. I need to learn to ease up on others as well as myself.

Affirmative Thought

Well I like that in the movie "The Secret" they say that an affirmative thought is a few times more powerful than a negative thought. That's extremely soothing mentally because you don't have to worry everything in everyday life and that includes the thoughts you have.

What it does mean is that you can be aware of what you're thinking and as soon as you get a negative thought you can make an immediate switch to positivity. For example, if you have a negative thought about a person you can think about something you like about the person or a fond memory of said person. Obviously you have to make this work for you but I find it keeps me in a positive frame of mind.

Have a nice day.

Our inner circle

Positive feelings and positive thoughts will display a totally different feeling than negative ones. I firmly believe, and know, that you have to choose the energies you surround yourself with, especially friends like Marie Callas, although I have not met her in real, I have always felt peace when I write to her.

Where I have become discerning is in the tight inner circle, surrounding myself with like minded, positive, ambitious people. These friends enhance my life and help me to be a better person, in all areas of my life, which is where I strive to be.

I am, and always have been, sensitive to other people's energy. I try to cultivate it to make it better. Anyone can stimulate and encourage this sense, simply by trusting and listening more closely to that inner voice. I feel women are usually more sensitive in this sense, that's why people say we have sixth sense.

The Secret

There is this movie called "The Secret", which explores about the wonders of human subconsciousness and law of attraction. It's extremely inspiring and it's the best ever movie I have ever seen in fact.It's more of a movie documentary. It is a 2006 release and it's not a Hollywood movie. It is only released by DVD through it's online store I believe.

It gives you the ability to understand how and why you have the power to mold your own life, and does so by giving you real-world, down to earth examples that just about anyone, in any situation, can relate to.

No, you don't have to be someone with larger than life problems to fully absorb what this movie has to offer. You simply have to be a person wanting more than what you have.. who doesn't?

If you believe in spirituality and positive attitude, I recommend you watch it. But if you are a person who is cynical, critical and likes to discredit honest works as shams, please turn your attention elsewhere.

We are product from our past

Talked to a friend recently and she told me she noticed the change in me. Change to someone that is more cheerful, friendlier and charming. There is quite a dramatic change she told me as I was quite a sulk in the past to be truthful.

I told her straight to the point that I had done all these months. She said she had heard of Marie Callas too but had no firm idea what she is all about.

Now, instead of focusing on the darker side, I have this natural tendency to focus my thoughts on the bright areas. This is not the natural human trend and it takes determination to do that.

My friend asked me she is a pessimist most of the time and she sadly told me that most of the events near us are always bad so how to keep yourself to be positive?

Simply, there might or might not be a hard and fast rule to solving this problem. A surefire way to make sure any positive thoughts outweigh negative. Slowly but surely, if you continue your efforts at increasing your positive thoughts, sooner or later, it will supplant the negative thoughts as the dominant player in your thinking.

We are all the product from our past and irregardless of what the situation is or what outcomes you have had in your past, always remember that your past belongs in the past and has absolutely nothing to do with who you are in the present or what you want to accomplish in the future.

Dream and Vision

Lonely Sunflower has often heard people and friends talking about their dreams. How they would like to turn their dreams true and how much effort they want to put in to make dreams true.

Well, as I believe in dreaming the ambitious dreams, until this earth turns magical such that all your dreams will come true at a blink of eyes, we people got to have "something" that is more than your dreams.

Something stronger, more powerful.

That “something” is called Vision.

Right Sunflower would like to clarify, this does not mean anything to do with your eye sight. And I think you know that I refer to the personal vision for yourself or myself. A statement of intent to do something great in your life and near future.

We need a clear path for our life. That's the best I should say, a path so clear that you know what your life would be like 5, 10, 20, 30 years down the road. You may say life is unpredictable why worry for much. Well, a person without the plan is like driving a car aimlessly, isn't it?

A vision is a stronger than strong statement of what you wish to accomplish. Just check out the companies, most of them have a strong vision for their businesses. Vision is always the same.

A dream, on the other hand, is pliable and subject to change from circumstances negative or positive outside of you.

That’s why people who have a solid vision for themselves can’t fail. It’s mathematically impossible to fail. They simply work toward the vision and don’t ever quit.

You got a dream?

Great. Marvellous. Go for it.

But I prefer you to go one up by stating your intent, your VISION.

Having the Right Mindset

Lonely Sunflower would like to tell you the importance of having the right mindset such that it is in sync with the vibrations of the universal energy! If you can do that, based on what I have read from gurus, together with a clear map of goals and objectives of what you wish to achieve, you will ultimately swim in the pool of prosperity and wealth.

Previously, I had adopted a wrong mindset all along. I only discover the "truth" at this age. That is why I have always remained on the mid-lower tier of the society, envious of the high life enjoyed by those successful people.

Nowadays I am working on my inner belief system to change such old negative ideas. Only then will I be likely to become really successful, in my humble opinion. Marie Callas has said that many times and it's not lame to repeat it again.

I will like to encourage you to have a strong will, work hard with a thinking brain. I'm very sure if you follow the teachings of masters like Marie, you will get what you want in a very positive way.

Contacting a medium

My fourth uncle who is already in his 50s recently has been rather distressed and seem out of sorts. Normally he is quite chirpy and jovial but recently it seems something serious is bothering him a lot.

I have already been rather close to him among my five uncles maybe because he used to teach me homework when I was young and we are quite similar in personality. His pretty daughter who is my niece is also quite close to me as we are mahjong and msn buddies.

My niece told me his dad is moody recently and wishes to contact a medium so that he can talk to his passed away wife because she had been appearing in his dreams last few days and in the dreams, she was quite tormented. My uncle is mentally disturbed by these dreams and you can't console him by saying those are false. His wife passed away due to long term sickness just late last year and we are all very distraght as they are very loving.

From what I know, there are traditional Chinese mediums in the temple who are able to bridge you to your beloved. The medium is able to "call" back the soul of the dead and the soul will come and reside in the medium's body, who from there, able to communicate with the living person. I have never seen it in real but only in some HK movies.

You can change the WORLD

Have you read the title of this post??

Yes, you can change the world. You are not just a number making up the total population of this planet. You have an importance in this globe.

It's not the impossible, but you need to sit down and start to look for the strengths and pluses of your character. And from here, you transform your dreams based on your strength together with your determination and perseverance.

The world is changing too fast nowadays, you need to stay in the front or be washed to the back. It's no longer an immerse world here, we are talking about idea or information transfer in a few meek seconds. Simple yet not many people can fathom this concept.

The choice is ours and everyone has a CHOICE. If you make a right choice you will be part of the force that moves this world forward. Do not hide from others the light within your own heart. And when you see the light in another, join your light to theirs. That's is how we are going to built a better place to stay. With spirits and humanity and love.

Live Earth

Did you watch the Live Earth show on triple 7? How did you think of it? Does it create enough awareness?

For me, I did watch a bit, well, not really for the global climate message but to catch some of my favourite acts like Crowded House, Madonna or Huang Xiao Ming. Well, to use these famous names to create awareness is a good move because they are the people who can truly deliver the message to the masses as they have influence to people. We all love them, their music and their gossips that's why people will listen when they say "Save the Earth"!

On the other hand, millions of people are turning on televisions at home for many hours, so the message to save the energy has been defeated in certain sense. Say if a person turn on their telly non stop for 24 hours, and multiply that by 10 million times, how much energy alone has been consumed on that particular day alone?

People also criticised the areas like how much power was used just for the stage alone and that to really create message, acoustic version of the concert should be used instead.

What do you think?

Lifting the mood of me.

Sometimes, I tend to get into not so good mood, maybe because I don't have a good sleep or have nightmares, then the next day I'll fill easily annoyed over trival issues in office. Perhaps this is a childish behaviour. I have tried to change it but it just not going to get away.

Well, maybe I should go a walk in a place with scenic views. However, the weather here in this country is too hot to go that and colder highland spots are always packed with tourists. Perhaps I should listen to some classical or jazz music not into those sugar pop songs.

I read an article that says that laughter is the best way to lift the mood of people. I totally agree because I can laugh out really hilariously when I'm really happy. That's why my emotions can swing a lot. Therefore, I don't have many friends just a few good ones who really understand me.

Last couple of months, I am also into meditation as recommended by Marie Callas. Its really easy as simply find yourself in a comfortable sitting position with your back straight then close your eyes and become aware of the flow of air into and out of your nostrils. That's it! I do this for 10/15 minutes before I sleep and it does improve my spirits for the next day and I just hope the mood won't be spoiled by a bad sleep.

Occult Practices

A friend of my is a devout Christian. I think I mentioned her before in one of my previous posts.

The purpose why I mentioned her this time is because somehow she heard from somewhere (not many people know) that I'm into Marie Callas and those "occult practices", as what she asked me. She was against it but I told her she had no position to question my spiritual practice. This is the first time I have heard of this word "occult", please forgive me for my poor vocab, and I check this word up and it roughly means something related to esoteric or paranormal, or psychic magic.

Well, I'm at a loss to say. When a person is defiantly religious, my take is that this person has no tolerance for other religions or spiritual practices. This person regards his or her way as the ONLY way to go and all others are wrong. No offence please. I've seen personally with my eyes another devout Christian dismissing a clay statue of guanyin as idol and she smashed it in front of a group of fellow Christians to pieces while the rest cheered on. I was aghasted in that moment for their intolerance. That supports my view that humans will be destroyed by their belief and intolerance instead of working for peace together.

Sorry, this is just purely my own opinion and I mean no harm or acrimony.

Prosperity in Life

Marie Callas latest letter on the 5 types of help has reached me. I leave it on my table for many days and didn't open it until last night. Recently I was quite clear-minded and I feel I have received enough blessings from Marie Callas. And I feel great spiritually really. Practising some of Marie's instructions has been enjoying and invigorating.

I've been receiving a lot of prosperity in my life too.. Luck has been quite good, because I win money whenever I play mahjong games with my friends or relatives. I say thanks for everything.

Weird Encounter

Hope all of you have a nice weekend.

I was shopping yesterday with a couple of friends at Mid Valley Mega Mall. It was really crowded and somehow I got a feeling that I'd meet someone there. A moment later, while I was at Carrefour, a guy came up and voiced ‘hello’. It was quite loud. I was quite sure he was calling me and I turned around.

“Yes?” I questioned him confusingly.

“You look very familiar” he replied with a grin.

Well, his grin made me smiled. People here are normally friendly in this country. For some seconds, I scanned my memory banks but was not able to recall anything resembling his face. He introduced himself as Jason L.

Seconds later, he asked me did I know someone by the name of Chin Wai from ABC company (one of my ex companies). Yes I told him and he told me he used to hang out with him a few years back. And he met me at one of the dinners. That got me very curious and embarrassed because I was really quite bad in remembering the faces, especially for someone who might just be a past acquaintance.

Maybe he sensed that I was really blurred.

“Hey man, nice to meet you. I’ll see you around okay. Do say hi to Chin Wai on my behalf if you see him. ”

I feel really embarrassed as it did not make me look good.

Immediately after he went, I sms'ed Chin Wai to see if he has a friend called Jason L. Seconds later, Chin Wai replied and said he couldn't recall of such person too! It feels spooky, isn't it? Or is this another psychic encounter?

However, I do admire this guy's courage because we people here are normally more reserved and I definitely don't have the courage to do that.

Miss the school buddies

Somehow I thought of my good gal pals from my school days and I miss them all. Just wondering how they have been doing, the three of them. They must be married with kids now I guess...It'd be one of the best things in my life now if I can bump them in the streets....thoughts, thoughts...go and look for them now!!

Those are the times when people were innocent..not as pretentious or hurrying as compared to now. People were more sincere. The most fanciful thing I had at homes could just be the huge hifi system my dad has. It took up near a quarter of the living room! No handphones or internet or mp3, but people somehow are more closely-knitted and helpful to each other and not as selfish.

I'm desperate to see three of them and talk to them like what I had during the school days. A few months back, I did try to search for them but came away disappointed..i'm such a piss because I can't even manage to know any of the classmates' latest contact. I just got to try because it's the law of the universe, somehow, if they are also thinking of me, our thought waves will meet and something special may happen.

Am I very naggy?

PS: I wish to change the layout of my blog..it's damn boring..I'd like to splash it up.

Little Worlds

My life goes on amidst this ever changing world. Everyone gets older day by day but somehow I notice people are wrapped around in their own little world unconscious of what's going on their their evolving environment. Me included!

Well, this is just how I feel at this moment, the feeling derived after talking to some colleagues and friends.

Just take an example. I have a friend's husband who's so addicted into those latest XBox or PC games that he can don't get out of their house for many days! Sleeping patterns are altered dramatically, he gets impatient easily and they are always quarrelling. A split looks inevitable. My friend has almost given up on him. Take another example, I have a colleague who likes tweaking his car so much that he will spend crazily to hype up his car. Well, there's always a limit to every physical body so I hope for his safety.

Personally I feel we should stop our pace and what we are doing someday and express our gratitude to the higher spiritual beings out there for providing us with great food, clothes and friends. There are always those unfortunate people in our midst and we should not forget about them as the society progresses.

It's good that we get out from our little world occasionally to see what the whole land is all about.

PS: by the way, Marie Callas Kollath recipe is great! I feel I can think and analyse better too!

Kollath Breakfast

I think Marie Callas' Great Book of Secrets is really wonderful. This guide is now so well flipped through and has lots of pencil markings that it looks as though it were a school textbook! There are just so many useful tips and secrets that you can easily apply in your daily life so that is has more verve and vitality.

Personally I feel myself has more energy after consuming the 'Kollath Breakfast" on a regular basis. It is superb for ladies who want to maintain or reduce weight. After taking for about 2 weeks, I have lost about 2kg. I'd like to lose another 4 to 6 kg and maintain it there. I think I can do it with this great secret. Other then weight control, I feel more energy and my complexion is better too! Isn't it like a recipe from heaven?

Thanks Marie Callas!

Interesting info about chakras

Through Marie Callas, I've get to know this word 'chakra', a simple yet mysterious word in terms of spirituality. I've done some fact-find and the following is brief description of the seven chakras we have in our bodies. Certainly interesting, yea? Because every sort of human behaviour can be explained using the concept of chakra.

- First chakra is located at the base of the spine and is associated with red. It is the chakra that governs our physical existence, our bodies and our health.

- Second chakra is located in the area of the womb or spleen, and is associated with the color orange. This chakra governs creativity, and some say emotion.

- Third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is associated with the color gold (yellow). It is associated with the will or desire.

- Fourth chakra (the middle chakra in the chain of seven) is the heart chakra and is associated with the color green, and also the color rose, which is the "color of love." This chakra is connected with emotion and human love.

- Fifth chakra is located at the throat and is a bright blue. It governs communication and personal magnetism. It is the chakra that most influences intercommunication and our "personas." It is also the link between emotion and thought.

- Sixth chakra is located at the third eye (mid-forehead) and is indigo (deep purply/blue). This chakra is associated with thought (though some say the third chakra governs thought) and with vision, particularly psychic vision. It is also the chakra of spiritual love and connection.

- Seventh chakra is at the crown of the head, and is violet fading to white further away from the body. This chakra is our connection to our "higher selves" and to the "divine." It is associated with wisdom and integration of our eternal selves with our current physical selves. It is like our umbilical cord to "God."

That's all about it. Some general info about chakras. It's fun time :)

More exciting life

As days go by, I feel that my life is getting more routine then ever. Used to enjoy going out with friends and colleagues, but, one by one, they are getting married or being parents, thus spending more times with their families.

Wake up in the morning, dive to work, work for 8 to 9 hours, dinner, back home, watch some TV programs, blog, practise Marie Callas exercises, then sleep. I always tell myself to be very optimistic no matter how bad is the situation, but actually tomorrow is just another same day which followed the routine, nothing fresh, nothing makes me feel passionate about... sometimes I'll feel sad or low, but humans are good in masking ourselves.

Don't think I'm crazy as i just want a more exciting life and I still have this wild feel in my heart plus the passion to enjoy my life. Seriously, I have missed out too many opportunities for better life when I was younger. So now, all I want to do is to breath the fresh air...

Shopping weekend

I had an enjoyable weekend shopping. They say shopping is a woman's stress therapy and how true that is! The only after effect I got after is a pair of tired legs... that's the reason why some smart-aleck businessmen came out with a massager targeting at women. What a brilliant idea I thought...

Not being a particularly rich person, I did my best to limit my spending to less than RM400 on some clothes and footwear. Mind you, I think the living standard here has upped so much over the years that this amount really can't get me a lot of stuff, just imagine, a pair of decent jeans is already more than RM100! The gulf between the rich and poor has really widened so much over the years that it is becoming a serious social issue.

Well, I shall not whine. Life is good to me. I just hope Marie Callas will bless me with some more luck for the lottery wins.

DIfficult person to work with

I have a colleague who's infamous for being unpunctual. His nickname is called 'Rubber' because he has a rubber time, meaning, it's stretchable and you have no idea what time he'll arrive. Just to take an example, if the appointment with him is at 2pm, he would arrive at 3pm or even 4pm in some worse cases. If you give him a call to ask him where he is, his typical reply is 'I'm on the way, will reach in about 10 minutes, sorry!" The funniest thing is that's he can reach office at around 10am almost everyday yet, nothing serious has happened to him! Is he being blessed or shielded or what? I heard from other's that he's still lazing at home at the time when he's supposed to show up for the meeting.

I think I'll have a tough time with him because he is going to be one of the members for my latest work project! Another famous behaviour of his is that, he uses his 'mouth' to work, meaning just talk and no action. He's damn good in arguing, critising, condemning, and fault-finding. Yet when ask for his suggestions, his typical reply is that he would require people to sit down to have a 'brinstorming' session with him and to discuss, but then he would just sit down being cynical for suggestions we bring up.

So how to work with this type of person? Any idea?

Moonstone pendant

That is the picture of the moonstone pendant I bought recently. My photography skill is bad, isn't it? That's why I don't like to post any pictures here.

I wear with it all the time. It certainly brings me some aura of spirituality to my daily life.

Some Luck with Toto

Just to write to say that I'm excited to say I've won RM1000 for the Toto draw last week. Thanks Marie Callas for bringing me this luck. I'm glad to persist on the belief on you. It's not a big sum but an amount that brings a lot of joy and happiness. I'm very grateful to have this luck and I thank my lucky charms. The money came in handy and I spent nearly a third of it giving my family a good Mother's Day treat.

Act of forgiveness

Writing about something serious today because I thought of this incident that happened years ago. The incident brought me tears whenever I think of it. It happened in early nineties while I was still working as a junior technician in my previous company and I fall in love with my supervisor who was a very charming man even though he was married. He was exactly the kind of man I dreamed of and somehow we were mutually attracted. Being young and willful, I did all kinds of things to attract his attention. In the end, one wrong move led to some repercussions. Soon there were rumours going around in the office.

You know, there is a Chinese say, 'the paper cannot wrap the fires', his wife soon got to know of the story and there was a storm between my family and theirs. It got so bad that his wife's mother asked her for a divorce. But amazingly, she told me she was sad but she actually forgave me and her husband. I did not really understand the meaning of that forgiving act it was years later.

Even Marie Callas said forgiveness is the ultimate remedy that leads to the full and unreserved acceptance of the energy of Love and its free circulation. It allows energies of the universe to flow freely within the person who forgives and it builds up the person's spiritual treasures.

What comes around will come around. I suffered many emotional obstacles in the later years and that barren state of my emotional life is my retribution for the wrongdoing. It is karma at work.

Lovely moonstone pendant

I bought a small moonstone pendant while I was having my after dinner stroll a shopping mall. It was rather small and I have took the picture of it. Maybe I'll post the pic here another time. I really don't know how good it is but with some faith, I guess it will do some magical changes in my life, after all, this is a millennium-old belief and practice after I did some research and via Marie Callas book.

The pendant is really lovely. It is in a light shade of pink, in a pear shape, weighs about 9 grams, size about 2.1cm by 2.8cm. The price is near RM200 but I feel happy about buying it. Anyway, I seldom buy this type of stuff so just take it as a treat for myself. Women of our age need some emotional balances and moonstone will soothe my emotion.

Fed up astro price increase

Up, up and again!

Feel very dreaded by the announcement that Astro is going to increase its price. I feel this is a act that is done in bad taste because the program quality has not increased to justify the increment. There are still many old serials which are repeated and the number of commercials has increased more and more. Sometimes I feel like switching the TV off because the commercial breaks come in every 15 minutes and may take some 5 minutes long! During bad weathers, we can't even receive the signals too! I don't watch football or what...so i'm considering changing my choices.

Sad to say, cable TV business is a monopoly here in Malaysia. Unless we see another cable company in competition, we will continue be taken advantage by Astro. I know this may be useless but if you feeling frustrated, sign this online petition about the Astro price increase.

More chances

I think I must buy a moonstone pendant or necklace after reading so much of Marie Callas theories. I think she sells moonstone products too if I m not wrong. Later I shall write a letter to Marie telling her I wish to buy a moonstone product from her. Somehow I feel my swadhathana chakra has improved because I have more chances to interact with a fellow engineer whom I feel comfortable with as compared previously. Isn't it strange?

A day of game

Spent nearly 8 hours playing mahjong at my auntie's place on Vesak Day. Gosh...time ticks fast and by the time I stopped the game, it was already nearly 8pm. All of us were feeling hungry and drained. Funny is, somehow during the midst of the game, all of us did not feel tired or anything.

Yes, people in this area likes this game a lot and almost everyone knows the rules, even the 10 years old. It builds up family camaraderie spirits and bonding, gets relatives closer to each other and brings lots of laughter to all of us, irregardless of winnings or losings. We play mahjong in a friendly family spirits! Well, in the end, you know who makes the most winnings! The person is me! But it's not much, just over RM100. The players got nice shares this time and it's not as one-sided as during chinese new year. Right, not bad for a full days' 'work', yea?

Happy Wesak Day

Happy Holidays, all my friends and co out there!

Yesterday was May Day and today is Wesak Day! Many people were on leave on Monday and hence had a extra long weekend to rest and relax. Isn't life great? I wake up early today and the weather is cool with some rains. It's the best way to wake up to practise some Marie Callas exercises.

Time flies

Time flies past and it's already first of May. Nearly half a year had gone by and how much of your new year resolution 2007 have you achieved so far? People at my age worry a lot about such thing and that's sign that we are so different from those twenties young men. Time is no longer on our side if we make a mistake or make a wrong life decision. Every major move has to be perfectly calculated and thought of if you don't want to feel regretful but frankly how many of us can do that without feeling a tinge of remorse later on in life?

Marie Callas on power of precious stones

Reading with great interest about Marie Callas writeup about gemstones. Certain gemstones have the ability to stimulate the svadhisthana chakra if being worn or carried around.

One is Carnelian. What is that? I have never heard before my whole life. Marie says it helps the wearer to live for the present moment, and promotes concentration and self-esteem. Also it re-activates the life force and makes it easier to express feelings. Wow..it sounds like a magic stone that can help you to feel less awkward while you express your feelings.

The other one is of course moonstone which I talked about yesterday. Marie Callas view on moonstone is it will open up your emotional wealth, getting in touch with the sensitive and receptive part of yourself. It removes fear and harmonises the emotional balance. For women it helps to purify the lymphatic system and restore hormonal balance.

Shall I get pendants of both stones? Am I being too rash? ......

Moonstones

I know nuts about moonstones or any other gemstones. It only comes to my attention when I was reading Marie Callas book last night and Marie's explanation on that fascinates me a lot therefore I made a search for moonstones online.

Marie Callas says that if I wear moonstone, I could also be activating svadhisthana chakra directly. Moonstones are labelled the stone of love and tender and is characterised by an enchanting play of light making it as a "lovers' stone", evoking tender feelings and safeguarding the true joys of love. It is also said that wearing a moonstone strengthens our intuition and our capacity to understand.

Last time I was sceptical what gemstones purpose but now I slowly realise there is power in this gemstones as they are formed by the powers of the nature. Well with so many feminine qualities, I'm thinking of where to get a moonstone necklace.

Repair done

It was a quiet weekend without the blastering sound of the telly. Everything seems less livelier. Managed to find a telly repair guy with a colleague's referral and by the time he arrived, it was already Sunday evening. He said the digital board responsible for the frequency scanning was spoiled and he needed to change to a new one. From there, I know the price wouldn't be decent and some more I heard that there was weekend rate for this type of service.

I held my breath for him to quote the price after nearly 2 hours of repair. Somehow, I sensed that the repair fee would be very expensive and wondering whether he was delaying his work to charge for more? I'm going to scold my colleague if that was the case.

Finally, the repair was done! The pictures were back to normal and I noticed that the tints were more contrasting too!

The price for this repair: RM320 for the new digital board + RM100 for the service rate! :( And he told me he charged me a normal day rate..... I should feel happy, right?

Telly broke down!

Now then I know how important is the status of television in the life of the people nowadays! OMG.... my trusted 29 inch telly broke down on Friday night just when I was in the high of watching my favourite entertainment show! The colour just turned to bluish tint although the image could be seen. However, it was just too much and it's eye strained. Soon the deterioration got worse and I got no choice but to off it. My family was emotionally devastated too!

Therefore, in the end, I asked a couple of nearby pals to come out for a supper session at the nearby mamak store... the roti canai and teh tarik tasted like heaven in the absence of the telly! And I ended the day with some Marie Callas svadhisthana stretching. :P

Orange colour

Marie Callas says that orange colour is able to active svadhisthana chakra very effectively because it is a source of invigoratig and innovative energy and releases 'frozen' emotions. It also heightens self esteem too and enhance sensua pleasure. What does it mean actually, does it mean those who are emotionally deprived have to wear more of orange clothes? I am puzzled.

Come to think of it, I have never worn any orange coloured clothes in my whole adult life in my impression. Is that why I am drawing blank in relationship? Perhaps I should buy a few orange coloured clothes. But I feel weird wearing it because it makes me feel very warm in the hot weather here in this country. Any other way out Marie?

Svadhisthana Chakra

Reading Marie Callas book, I came across this tongue twisting word 'Svadhisthana Chakra' a few times. From Marie's explanation, I guess my svadhisthana chakra is not well activated that's why I suffer in the area of love and romance. Sad, isn't it?

Making a google search for this term, I have more information about svadhisthana chakra and one website explains that this chakra is responsible for our sexuality. Too much of this chakra, you will be emotionally explosive, overly ambitious, manipulative, and caught up in illusions, overindulgent in the area of sexuality while too little of it is of course the opposite extreme of this state. Now I can explain why some people are promiscuous while some are nots. Well, but I think I need more of this chakra! *haha* Definitely!

Back to the Marie Callas exercise for activating Svadhisthana Chakra!

Colour of luck and vitality - Red

I read in a Chinese newspaper here about the spirituality of colours. I thought that is very interesting. It comes to the conclusion that human civilisations have a single common interpretation about the spirituality of the colours. It doesn't matter whether you are Chinese or Westerners, the meaning of red colour to both is very similar.

Here is the brief translation. Red is the colour of energy, vitality, luck and power. Isn't this explains why Chinese are obsessed with red? Red can lower your effects of illness and wounds. It can make you feel warm when you are in the cold. Red is also a powerful healing agent for healing diseases of the blood and circulation and also depression.

However, red is not to be used on people with high blood pressure or anxiety as it can make people feel more agitated. It is associated with luck too so businessman may consider decorating the offices in tones of red as it will draw in money. If you are a sales guy or gambler, red may spiritually increase your luck too!

Saturday's morning breakfast

Saturday morning I brought parents for dim sum breakfast. We haven't been to that stall for a couple of years since we shifted. Time really flies. They are so old now and I'm getting old too. So sad... Suddenly it’s like walking back the short memory lane. The stall's dim sum is their favourite and I remember they brought me here when I was still a small kid. That was thirty years back!!

The stall looked similar but there are big changes, they are probably disappointed to hear that the previous owner had passed away last year. I can see the sadness in their eyes. The new owner is a thirty something guy and he told us he was the nephew of the previous owner. Suddenly my dad said that the food and tea tasted different too, hmmm, was it old age nostalgia in work again?

I asked my dad would he want to come back here again for breakfast? From his look, I know what was his answer, and emotionally, I was weeping in my heart too. I just got to cheer them up this time like they used to cheer me up when I was younger.

Extra 2.5kg

Last night I went to 'see' doctor for my routine medical checkup. I'm glad everything is fine for me because nowadays, you never know what will happen to your health due to the stress, pollution and food our bodies take it day in day out. However, one thing irks me!! I put on 2.5kg of weight!! That's a true nightmare to a early 40s lady hoping to find a bf.

Did I eat too much last couple of months? Maybe I should cut down on those carbo food from now on, but, what if I get hungry and I've less energy to do my site job? I heard yoga can help with weight control, shall I go to enroll in one too?

Life is really full of predicaments.

Doubt and confidence

The meaning of this paragraph by Marie Callas is wonderful:

Always remember that confidence opens up the heart and enables the energy of love to circulate freely, whereas doubt has the opposite effect. Remember that confidence and doubt are two aspects of the same energy. This means if you are filled with doubt, you have the same amount of potential energy for confidence. All you have to do is to 'shift' this energy from doubt to confidence.

Those heels

Those heels, yes, they're classy and elegant. It really embellishes a lady's physical appearance when put all together with a matching outfit.

BUT somehow, it just doesn't get my attention at all and in fact I dislike them sometimes. That is why I hate those formal company events where ladies have to dress up. I feel some burden wearing it and it also slows my pace and restricts my movement as I'm athletic and agile. Yes, you can say I don't walk like a lady's supposed to walk, maybe that's why I don't attract guy's attention?

Qing Ming

It's Qing Ming and it's time for us descendants to pay respect to our passed away elders. Early in the morning, I drove my parents to the cemetry to pay respect to my grandparents who passed away when I was still quite young. I can vaguely remember how they looked like. As usual we cleaned the tomb area with solemnity. There was a lot of weedings to be done too and those weeds were really tenacious to be pulled away. Barely half on hour through, I was already perspiring as the morning sun was hot by this time.

We finished the two tombs before noon time and I was really thirsty. I feel that I was sunburned too by my arms and face. Well, we had a good lunch later and while I reached home, I was really tired. Had a bath and I slept like a log!

Easter invitation from friend

It's the Easter weekend and I'm eagerly looking forward to the longer weekend. A Xtian friend invited me to his home gathering this Friday and I'm still undecided. Personally I feel Easter is a more solemn occasions for Xtians than Xmas as Xmas is so heavily commercialised nowadays that it has really lost its truest meaning.

Frankly, last year I attended his invitation too however the event was simply too uninspiring for me. I'm always too kind to turn people down maybe I'm not that confident myself. They would begin with a long serious prayer, some socialising session, some ice-breaking games, program proper, makan session and end with another long prayer. Sorry for this ranting my friend...... because I decide to turn your invitation down! Sometimes we just got to follow our heart.

But I decide to spend at least 10 to 20 mins a day to do the Marie Callas techniques described yesterday to improve my luck in relationship...... SEriously I need a change on that!

Practising the technique

Last night I tried for the first time one of the techniques taught by Marie Callas about activating the chakra. I read the lines in the book carefully and tried to follow line by line of the instructions. I hope that I did it correctly as I did not want to do anything that is incorrect or wat.

I think better to have some pictures for people to see what's going on rather than just texts at least this is a better way of presentation. Hope Marie Callas can see this and maybe i'll write a letter to Marie about my feedback. Hmmm there is also no instructions how often we need to do this one becos there are a few other techniques and it's not possible to do all of them everyday. Hope Marie Callas can see this.

Love and romance

Seeing that every of my ex-classmates are happily married, I began to wonder why am I still hitting rocks in this area. Even the less prettier or handsome ones are married yet I'm considered above average yet it is still hopeless for me. After I came home, I ponder a lot. I am already 42, and the best time of mine for finding a mate is already over? Do you think so? That is why I hate to attend this type of gathering events because many of them will be asking me about this topic.

At night, I turned the Great Book of Secrets and flipped to the section about Love and Romance. With a burdened mind, I read read through thoroughly hoping to find some remedies. Marie Callas says love is a source of energy and briefly, the love energy in my body is 'blocked' somewhere near the chakra responsible for love and intimacy and this results in imbalance of giving and receiving of love and intimacy. Marie Callas also says to overcome this, I need to purify and activate this chakra only then can I enjoy a fruitful love life.

There are many ways in the book that tells me how to overcome it and I think I will have to give my faith to Marie Callas again by exercising on these techniques every day. The book is clear and concise but I wish there are some pictures as these will help in better understanding.

We had a noisy time..

Weekend came and went very quickly and while I couldn't stop it from going too fast, at least I had the chance to savour again some of the good old times with my beloved gang of university classmates. Yes it had been many years since we last had a gathering of this scale and the occasion was pompous and noisy because many of them brought their hyper active kids along. It kind of saddened me emotionally because I had been a failure in relationship. Will Marie Callas help me in this area?

Of course I had the chance to see my university boyfriend but he's now married happily with 3 grownup kids and a virtuous wife. Of course I am happy for him and we talked a bit.. Suddenly I thought of the incident that led to our breakup and it was chiefly my fault. *sigh... :( *

Routine

My life has been kinda mundane I feel. Luckily I can look forward to my all expenses paid trip to Australia in late April. All thanks to Marie Callas!

I would spend my time with the same shit over and over again and the beginning of the day starts with the same morning alarm at 6.30am, sometimes even earlier if I wish to avoid the predictable jams. Had some songs from the radio, morning shower and taking cranking up my old trusted car to the work place.

As for my work, I really need to run about different site installations. It's tiring because of the hot weather. Sometimes I do miss the cool office environment but I don't stay long there. Sometimes, if work requires night installation, I'd need to stay awake till early morning next day too.

This is not dissatisfaction with life. It's just a way to let loose of myself. I still have the blessings from Marie Callas.

The 'Great Book'.

Marie Callas' The Great Books of Secrets that I have bought has really showed me many secrets on how to achieve luck, love, health, vitality and general well-being. There are many rituals that can be performed to improve the conditions of your being and I'm quite spell-bound by what the book reveals. Right now, I'm still reading and understanding the profound meanings of the book. I think it's all worth the money paid for. People are asking how to improve their lucks all the time so this book is really their answer!

I'm thinking which ritual I shall practise first but I would need to set up a personal sacred space so that the spiritual energy accumulation will be more beneficial to me as suggested by Marie Callas. The book says set up a small area in the house but how am I going to tell my family about it? My traditional parents are pious in Chinese gods and deities and they will think I clash with their ideologies. Maybe I should set up one in my own room?

Reading more through the book, Marie Callas says that it is okay to have a temporary space and the most important thing is to have the right psychic and mental attitude. I'm figuring out the true meaning of this sentence now.

I 'skyped' last night

Have you heard of Skype? I'm sure many know about it. It's a popular VoIP software that allows you to make long distance calls. Last night I 'skyped' with my sister in Australia for more than half an hour and I'm happy with its ability. While not as perfect as fixed overseas line call, it's almost there in terms of performance. Occasionally there will be some short breaks but that should be due to my broadband not being fast enough. The voice sounds a bit metallic but that's fine too! It saves me $$$ and we are happy with it!

Car consideration

Since my current car is quite old and some more it nearly met an accident over the weekend, I seriously about thinking of changing to a new car with better stakes in providing safety I guess. I've long been wanting to change it since some time last year.

Well, I heard from my colleague that Iswara Aeroback is selling at RM26,999 all in. The price is within my means and I hope to get it it a test drive. My ideal one will be a small car as it is easier to be parked. However, another friend said that local car is not durable and the trouble will come after 4 to 5 years. Well, that's far dowb the road and maybe I'd be driving some imported foreign cars then.

I like this new regulation

After the shock I had on saturday, I really welcome this move by the Road Transport Department. It will only implement from this October but I wish it can be earlier. I hope motorists here can cherish their precious lives. There are simply too many fatalities and there's a rogue culture among many drivers here that it is cowardly to give way to others.

In this new curriculum, learner drivers must show they have acquired defensive driving skills before they can qualify for a driving licence. Defensive driving would also include educating motorists to make way for pedestrians.

I fully welcome this move and even suggest the department to send drivers with poor records for 're-certification'.

Lucky Saturday

Today is Sunday and I count myself lucky to be here blogging rather than lying in the hospital! As you know, the traffic here is notorious for it's accident rate and this is something I've always very apprehensive. It is for this reason I'm extremely careful when I'm behind the wheels, but you just need someone careless to screw you up.

Yesterday I was driving along NE Highway fetching my parents to a relative's house and we were at this 300km stretch near UPM exit when suddenly this motorcycle which was apparently in the left side blind spot suddenly accelerated and CUT across my cruising car from middle lane to the left lane! I was forced to brake abruptly and my car just swerved to the road shoulder! Maybe my skill is not good but it's the motocyclist's fault. Luckily there were no other vehicles in vicinity at the time in the left lane, if not....... My parents were shocked obviously but they managed to steady themselves.

Weekend's here again!

Yesterday I mentioned something about politicians might view blogs as threats and the next day there's a local politician speaking about this topic, as reported in this article, Be responsible, bloggers urged. Isn't it coincidental? I think bloggers are going to be in spotlight and who knows...... Anyway, I'm not touching about sensitive subjects so there's no worry at all.

Well, on to something more positive, I'm seriously considering changing my old and trusted Proton Wira to something newer and fresher. It's due to a big overhaul as I'm worried about its safety due to massive usage and it's more worth it to get a new one I feel. As I'm quite tight in budget, I guess I will still be shopping for a Malaysia-made car like MyVi or Savvy. Are there any newer models anyone can recommend? I'm looking for one about 1,300cc and I'm not very updated into all the car stuff.

Today is Friday again and I'm glad that weekend is near again! I hope this week there won't have any last minute weekend assignment from the company because it really a sinking feeling!

Bloggers, the unofficial journalists

Sharing with a couple of colleagues during lunch time about blogging, one of the guys said something that is against the conventional view of blogging. He views blogging as 'self-involvement'. We don't speak in English but some mix of different local languages here and I suppose that's what he means. Well, we were not able to go into a serious debate about this topic. My purpose of this blog is of course inspired by Marie Callas and I hope to write some good experience of mine about her right here, and never expected I'd write something this long so far! Isn't it surprising?

Yes, I had read somewhere that riting a blog self-absorbed. I really can't remember where I saw it or read it. But it gets me thinking...

It must be 80% true.

Most bloggers are attention seekers and completely egotistical. They can argue against the whole community just to justify his/her personal viewpoint about certain topic. This often results in cyber bloody flaming wars and personal online vendettas.

On the other hand, the 20% says that blogging brings out armies of unofficial journalists and sometimes these groups are even faster in receiving latest information. They collect ground level information more accurately than mainstream media which may be biased in reporting. That's why some politicians regard bloggers as threats. No politics here though, lol.

Back to the self-absorbed me, since started blogging, I feel that I'm better in analysing the situation and able to dissect matters to look into the innards rather than just blindly accepting what media is throwing at us.

But I don't want to be too logical in thinking because that would mean a sacrifice in the spiritual side of me.

Saw a rainbow

Last evening on my way home after work, I was driving along the expressway and I thought I saw a colourful half circle spanning from the near distant horizon to a hill of forest further. Yes it was a stream of beautiful rainbow. When was the last time I saw one?

It’s not the prettiest rainbow I’ve ever seen defintely, because the air quality is average and it fainted the contrast of the rainbow... but it's the first time I saw something like this near the business of the city.

When I was young, I really loved rainbow. My grandma would cure my curiosity by saying fairies and gods were walking down the rainbow to pick up those 'guai' kids. During those times, the air was so fresh and the rainbows then were really radiant and beautiful. I miss those innocent years. That must be nearly 30 years ago!

Bad weather

The weather has been horrendous last few days. There were a few thunderstorms in the afternoon and all these are affecting my work schedules. I can't do anything about it. It is very dangerous to do anything decent in this type of weather. We are helpless when we come to nature and we can't do anything to prevent it except we do things to spoil it.

In this type of bad weather, the chances of landslide occurrence are strong. I have advised my staff to be careful about it when they go out to site. The construction going on in this country has left many places hazardous of landslides and I don't want tragedies to happen. Since we can't go out, we just got to prepare out works from indoors.

I'm missing this sunday's session.

Later this afternoon (Sunday), I have to make an urgent trip down to the project site because one of the consultants there is showing us an electrical plant that can only be accessed during the offpeak hours and that is on Sunday. I think that is fine with me although I hope they can pre-empt me earlier. This means I'll miss my regular mahjong session on sunday afternoon with some friends. I hope they are happy to hear me absent as most of the time I've won due to my great luck. Thanks for Marie Callas.

Regarding online banking, I'm quite disappointed with the Maybank2u because the speed is slow. Maybe it's weekend and they are doing some database maintenance. I've checked other local sites and my broadband speed is just fine. Luckily the few online transactions went through successfully although I thought it was going to give up at some stage.

For whatever reason, I think they ought to look into this issue and rectify the IT side of it because it really does not show a good image for as a leading national banking institution.

Something to rejoice

Sometimes in life we do things that we will regret.. saying something that we shouldn’t say, doing something that we ain’t supposed to do, eating some shit that is meant as shit only.. and well buying some pieces of craps maybe.

Feeling ecstatic about flying to visit my sister soon in Australia, I went shopping for a digicam at 1Utama.. so many canggih things don’t know what to choose, got low price, high price, cute design, mega functions etc.... I think I will get a 5MP model because the prize and quality are reasonable. I have spotted a slim design from this brand Fujifilm and i like it due to its excellent low light shooting capability.

We should enforce this rule

Government should enforce the rule about wearing the safety belt at car back seats. Too many lives have been implicated because of the lax driving attitude among malaysian drivers.

I'm saying this because I have a friend who died in a car accident a couple of years ago. He was thrown out of the car while seating at the back seat. The driver and passenger at the front only suffered minor injuries, thanks to the safety belt.

If there is one thing that Malaysia is not boleh in, that is the high rate of fatal traffic accidents especially during the festive periods where you find many tragic stories. I think we ought to follow Singapore in enforcing this traffic rule to help save lives. Last time when I travelled to Europe, some countries even enforced wearing seat belts on buses.

Taking up Marie Callas offer

After some consideration, I have decided to take up marie callas latest offer about the book of secrets. She says this book will reveal to me about some of the secrets to luck, health and prosperity. I have some money to spare and it's worth to look into her product again since she has helped me once before.

Recently my job is quite stressful because we are in the midst of a major project. My company is the main contractor for a government project therefore we need to meet up for many project meetings which can stretch for quite late. After reaching home, I'm dead tired. This is a 3 year electrical project and I am one of the electrical engineers for my company and I need to design and evaluate some electrical systems to power this infrastructure that government is building.

Disasters!

In my previous post about year of pig, I said that this year would not be a very auspicious year. Well, do you think astrology is real? Immediately after the chinese new year period ends, our neighbouring country Indonesia was hit by 2 disasters in consecutive days.

First was an 6.3 scale earthquake which I felt the slight tremours even in my working office here inKlang Valley. Many colleagues were shocked too and all run downstairs to avoid the buildings.

The next day, a passenger plane crashed there with big number of casualties. I am sad to here that. Something strong is definitely brewing in the spiritual realm this year.

I'm in luck!

Chinese New Year came fast and will be over in a few days time. My family and I really had great fun during these times because we catched up with my seldom contact relatives during this period. We had fun and laughter, and of course each visit is not counted without that few rounds of gambling game which chinese are famous for.

Usually when i play these games like mahjong or blackjack, i usually lost a lot, however, as I am so excited to say, this year's luck seem to be so good because i win most of the time!! I did not know if it is the Marie callas talisman that i carried around or what but I am very sure it is due to that marie callas talisman. Many of my cousins were quite shocked to see me winning so many times. I think out of 10 games, I won about 7 or 8 times. It is the same wherever I went to. The worse record i had was 4 wins out of about 10 games in my 2nd auntie's house. Overall I think I win over RM1,000.

I hope Marie Callas will exert her powerful psychic on me for more so that I can have luck all the times. She is like my mini goddess sometimes, do you think i am mad or what?

Year of pig forecast

In my last post, i said i wanted to consider buying the new product from Marie Callas or not. .. in the end, I decided not to buy bcos i don't have extra pocket money this mth as I got to spend a lot of cash this mth due to the chinese new year period and i need a lot of cash to buy new stuff like food and clothes.

Btw, this year is year of pig and it is my year! according to the chinese astrology, this year of fire pig. It is predicted there will be a tumultuous 12 months ahead as this year signifies element of fire sitting over water. Both are opposites and can't co-exist. Generally this is not going to be an optimistic year as this clash of elements will mean frequent international conflicts and serious internal struggles.

Disputes are forcast to be everywhere, from top down to bottom hierarchy. Expects lots of political crisis and even family upheavals. On the better side, many renegade criminals will be apprehended and for ladies, this year may be fruitful for them.

On the whole, it is a year in which a lot of things will go out of control and many natural disasters related to fire and water will happen. In conclusion, this is a year that favours team work. Money will come in more easily and unexpectedly, but will go away as easily. The general living standards of the people will improve greatly. The material lives will improve significantly with the help of technology gadgets and the ever expanding communications network and easily accessable and economical internet.

You may refer to http://www.selfgrowth.com/articles/Guptha2.html for more details of the prediction. I am a person who quite believes this type of astrology because last year, the astrologer predicted something good would happen to me in the year end. I believe they refer to Marie Callas, and that's really a great thing ever to happen to me.

I wish all of you people luck, prosperity and happiness.

Great book of secrets

Right I hope you ppl are fine.

I seldom blog but i try 2 write as much as i can becos sometime i lazy too. Working is tired and when i read home i dun feel like touching computer agin. Hope u ppl dont miss me a lot haaa..

Now i post this bcos i receive marie callas new productoffer called great book of secrets. It is a book that will teach you divine secrets of luck and success. I am thinking whether to buy or not. Price is not a problem bcos I know marie callas is a good psychic and teacher.

Let me consider.

Thanks for Marie Callas i got the big prize!

Sorry to wait so long but I am here to blog again. really been quite busy recently due to some family stuff.

I continue where i left that time. I said i want to wait for the lucky date to arrive. So I waited for about 2 weeks, that was sometime in september 06. I remember I was quite disbelieving that time because this seems so unreal and unrealistic. But I just have that little faith in me. I never told anyone because I scared they would laugh at me.

It was that night that I was the happiest man in life because I really got the first prize for toto 5D. I found it hard to believe! I won RM30,000! It's great to receive this extra bonus because i had a lot of bank interests to pay which is quite a lot.

I know it is hard for you to believe my incident without any proof. But this is really real and I din really ask you to believe in 100% but I just want to share with you I really win big due to Marie Callas.

First Post, welcome!

Welcome everyone to my blog.

Why is the name of my blog called Luck and Prosperity? May be it is because Chinese New Year is approaching? By the way, I am from Kajang, Selangor, Malaysia, a country between Thailand and Singapore.

I set up this blog is because I want to share with you people about Marie Callas. She is a famous psychic and medium who had helped many people improving their lifes. She is a saviour to many poeple's life in the region and I had heard many good things about how lifes have been changed because of her psychic powers.

Therefore one day, I decided to give her a try. I wish to improve my luck with lottery which many Malaysians are fond of. I do not know if this is real or not at that time but I feel I have nothing to lose if I send her some ringgits to have my luck changed because even if that money is lost, it can always be earned back. I am not really a person who is stingy with money.

Next day I sent her the application form and I waited. About 3 weeks later, I finally got Marie Callas reply. There are some instructions which I need to follow together with a talisman which I need to carry with me all times. I am happy with the response. Now is the time to test it out whether it is working or not.

I followed the instructions closely and make sure that the talisman stays with me all times. Marie Callas also gave me a list of numbers that have 'devine powers' and my list of lucky dates. I stopped all my lottery buying and waited for the period where the lucky dates fall into.

I thank you for reading through if you happen to be here but right now I got to stop my story because it's time to go out to run some errands. I shall continue as soon as I can.

Take care all :)